over you

i'm over you no matter what you think. i want to be out of your life for good. i don't care what you want, this is my choice. i wish you and you're friends would leave me alone for good. i honestly don't see why i ever liked you to begin with. obviously used the little hollister whore to get over me. just i wish you would leave me alone forever. i don't even know why i loved you. maybe it was just me being gullible.




I'M OVER YOU AND I WISH YOU WOULD LEAVE ME ALONE

Concert Breakdown #2 & America's Got Talent Fieldtrip

Rockets and Radios take 2 was basically a success on Cory John's part. He remembered me from his Wellington show and so did Sam(SayLoudShoutLouder). This post my not be as long because I'm not going to explain everything that went on except for like one thing. During his song ssbfosg, he made us sit in a little kumbaya circle which was really interesting.

I ended up getting a picture of his set list because it was just laying on the Hot Topic floor and I wanted to know was songs he was gonna play next. The top song and bottom song got cut of which really kind of sucks. Bryan(Were Like Twins) went up and sang She's Got Style with Cory. He did alot of covers and some of his songs. I have videos on my YouTube from this show and the Wellington show so if you want to just like check 'em out here at youtube.com/chaingang5.

AMERICA'S GOT TALENT FIELDTRIP

April 1,2009.....Miami deffinatley does not have that much talent. I can't go into details because it was a taping of the show, but I can say one thing.... NICK CANNON was there. Yes so were David Hasselhoff,Sharon Osbourne, and that Piers guy. Pictures of Nick Cannon were managable to get but ones with Sharon,Hasselhoff and Piers were basically impossible. The picture of Nick may be blurry.

Lost In Space

a rocket to the moon shooting through the stars. the shine of your eyes in incomparable. nothing inside the outside of the galaxy called my heart. the space rocks hit the ship. your star ship is spiraling out of control, not knowing where to go. your the astronaut lost in space and your fuels running low.

idk

Give me three reasons to tell you the truth, then I'll tell you three lies. You enjoy the word sorry, savor it and stuff it down your throat. I rock the galactic skies and the moon couldn't be brighter. I swear I'm going blind by the sight of your eyes. A deep blue maybe a green I can not tell. The radio plays the worlds song of peace and war. I'm torn apart by false images of the heart and the mind. Not one thing i can say makes sense to anybody. Life is an ever failing memory of something real that can not be achieved.never ending self inflicted pain, the deepest cuts hurt less from what i've heard but nothing inspects what inside.

Why the Tears Come

Why do these tears come at night?
They fall from my eyes and blur my sight
Instead of my room I see
Raccoon eyes and red-stripped seas

All day in class I hear the cries
Coming from the bathroom in my demise
"Shut up you cooch!" I scream and shout
But nothing ever comes from my pout

In my lonely heart, I think
'Shut the fuck up you stupid trick!'
But yet my nemesis babbles on
And on...and on...and on.

There is no defeating my foe
My life is always shrouded in woe
Always in danger, she hits like a man
The name of my enemy- Roxanne

She is why the tears come at night
Why my tears blur my sight
If only I had the courage to say
'Ya, tric, ya, get the hell away!'

Cranky Cat

You have whiskers of negativity
Pawsteps of irritation
Oh, my cranky cat, how your litter box
overflows with my frustration

You whine in meows
And don't like the wet
Cranky cat, cranky cat
Our grumpiness is met

You scratch at me
With your claws of hate
And your sharp-tipped tongue
I choke upon the hairball of fate

Cranky cat, I love to hate you
But more so, I love to kick you
Your howls, screaming, yowling
Never again will I scoop your poo

Never.

Concert Breakdown #1(Rockets&Radios)

Ok, February 27,2009 was quite possible one of the most physically draining days of my life but one of the funnest. I woke up at 5 am and didn't fall asleep until after midnight. I had a field trip to Museum Of Science&Discovery which was pretty interesting. We watched a pretty boring movie at the IMAX theater. Sam,Lamont,Chris,Frank,Simone, Mrs. Lucieer and I all went on the Mars Rover which was pretty amusing. We abandoned Simone in the front and threw things at her cooch face. Then we walked around and played virtual volleyball. We then proceeded downstairs to look at the animals because we had to be downstairs by noon anyways for lunch. Speaking of lunch it was left on the bus so we had to walk all they way to Las Olas, about 3 blocks over and got pizza. After most people ate pizza we proceeded back over to where the bus was and got the lunches and some people ate subway and other people went in the store.Back at school Samantha and I decided to watch Trapped in The Closet. lmfao.

When i got home i immeadiatley wanted to go to the concert, i was that excited but so much in pain after i started walking alot. We got there about 30 minutes early, like before Cory arrived or i didn't see him arrive anyways. The show was pretty crazy. Cory did alot of covers including We The Kings' Check Yes Juliet and TeeShirt w/ Tom Vernon(that was epic). Tom messed up a little and CJ did a little improv of the store. Epic night. Sam from SayLoudShoutLouder and Bryan from We're Like Twins was there as well. In the middle of playing She's A Lady by FTSK he asked if anyone was recording or taking picture to raised their hands and i raised mine and he asked me if i was taking a video or a picture and i told him it's a video and he said hey to my camera. :D. I managed to get pictures with Tom Vernon, Sam Clarke, and Cory John. :D.(pictures above)

Random Facts

1. Rob Dyrdek is 34 years old but acts like a 14 year old.
2. Set It Off is my favorite band.
3. The "Gives You Hell" music video has an excellent concept.
4. I love getting my Converse signed by bands/singers/bmx riders.
5. Cory John at Hot Topic was one of the coolest concert I've ever been too.
6. The Proverbial Jellyfish is my favorite poem.
7. Puppies are destroyed by Samantha!!!
8. Samantha rides boxes. :D

I cared.

I do not express through actions until my mind has enough bottled up unspoken words. Nobody realized that my heart could start beating uncontrolably for someone like you. Every night when i fall asleep theres this unexplainable feeling that i could never want to lose. I see you but the expression on your face is shock. The shock turned into a sudden smile. The smile pierced my heart like a hailstorm falling from the sky. I feel whole again but what I am trying to say is I LOVE YOU.

Deja Vu

The wind howls among the crippling creek
A pebble hit the water beside me
It was dark and I saw no one
The leaves ruffled on the ground

I dare not turn on my lights
Through the obscurity of night
My heart in fear
Yet I can not worry

A soft whisper, faint and paced
"Hello" came from a manly tone
Could it be
The figure from my dreams

This scene has appeared before
Yes I just depicted it
Was it deja vu
or all in my head?

Passion Of Poison

Dangerous the streets are filled with poison
Blood standined shirts,messed up hair, welcome to Hollywood
Parents see their kids as angels, media proves otherwise

Welcome to the streets where everyone has a passion of poison
The addiction is to hard to stop
Role models are not what they use to be

Grew up in something good
Never wanted it to end
Pushed by family to be the best
This was it, I had to break

Nobody could control what was happening
My mind was blanking and my emotions were uncontrolable
Fame was getting to me
I had to get out of the spotlight

Changed my name
Grew up
Went back
and it was all a blur

I forgot what it felt like to be out
What the passion of poison was
I saw all the young'ns doing these things i gave up
I guess i just gave back in to Hollywood addiction

Hello,I Love You Goodbye

Hello, I wrote you a letter yesterday hoping that'd you promise to stay. From beggining to end there was a seceret message you'd never understand. I kept looking at the stars a while back and wondered where you are. Maybe a little north of nowhere, a little south of somewhere. If I told you the message maybe we'd have a chance.

Hello..... I wrote it on the letter to start pouring my thoughts, I Love You.....The promises to tear us apart, Goodbye.... The last thing you said before I left, Hello,I Love You, just say goodbye to the memories of you and me.

I Love You, it was hard enough to say when we first started out, just a little less now that we're through. The broken heart is healing, but i dare not show it because i've developed a pathetic self sense of you. Returning the love with open arms will never be enough for me to show you how much I cared.

To close off a letter I shall not send and one you should never recieve, the story of my love that came and went so quick like a memorable day, I just never again want to say goodbye to you.

Corrupted Love

My brain is corrupted with thoughts of sadness.
The badness of my dreams is getting to me
Darkening days fill my world of crushed hopes
Praying that you’re unlike him

Constantly hoping you’d be mine I thought it was time
Time you could tell me we’ve changed
Time we realized we should be
My mind is made up, I told you forever
Then just the other day I remembered forever is never

I’ve grown up since then and life hasn’t been fair
My opinions haven’t changed and neither have I
Praying, dreaming and hoping you’d be there
Holding me in your arms looking at the sky

So now that I have said all I can say
The sky is dark, the night wind howls
My brain no longer filled with these thoughts
Love fills my heart, lying here on the sand filled towels.